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I MISS U…
U were the only part of my life n will be forever..
U started with a ‘Hie’ and will continue forever.
Life gave us many happy moments that were unforgettable..
It also gave us the sorrow that we enjoyed together..
I wish everyday to see you when I wake up..
But unfortunately it separated us the wish remain in my wish list that you promise me to complete it before I could say it to you..
I know what you have been through..
I know what you have seen though..
I know it was a tough phase for you..
I know you have let it go all alone..
I know you have pass it all in vain..
Still you woke up everyday with a smile on your face..
To hide that pain…
To forget what you gain…
Yes!! You are bold enough to face them all.
Burn down the memories that you have grave in your heart…
Dry down the tears that you have flowing through your heart..
Stop crumbling that pillow in your finger..
Stop throwing that bed sheet that flickers..
I know it is difficult to forget but now it has all went through…
Yes!! You are bold enough to face them all!!
Yes, you will be loved again..
Yes, you will be treated like home again…
Yes, you will smile like before..
Yes, you will be bold enough to say them all..
That yes!! You are what you are..!!
And yes, you were bold enough to face them all alone in their absence..!!
Taking him along with us was not a big thing to me!!
But it was to him..
He was leaving behind the things he had been with more than a decade..
He was leaving behind those friends he had been with more than a decade..
He was leaving behind that routine he was following for so long..
He was leaving behind those smiles he felt warmth with…
He was entering into the city he was familiar with.
Which he left years ago.. !!!
It is painful for him..
It is hurting him..
His eyes may not be wet..
But his heart is..
He may smile to hide that pain he was going through..
He may try to change the routine for you..
It wasn’t new home to him
But was his home..
Things have change years ago..
Those places have changed a bit..
Some faces have left..
Some people have change.
But here I was trying to understand him..
Can’t console but can try to make him feel like before..
I may not be the only person doing so..
But yes it was for him….
We all were doing all this to make him feel comfortable
To make him feel like home..
To make him feel like he never left us..
We might not replace those faces..
We might not replace those people..
But we can add new..
And make him feel like before…
Things would take time to get back what they were..
I know you are trying harder to make yourself comfortable..
Believe us, we believe you..
You can make it through..
It will take some time but everything will feel like before..
I’ll slap you!!
I mean why me??
Just because it was an argument and you are Elder to me..
I mean yes! That’s true..
But why always me??
It wasn’t good enough to say me those things I haven’t even thought of..💭
It was you who was Elder to me but that didn’t mean to say those things..
But why always me??
IT wasn’t you’re fault I agree with you it’s the patriarchy which made you so..
I agree what you did was wrong..
But why always me??
Nothing would have change from than..
If you wouldn’t have slap me that moment..
I agree with you it’s not you’re fault but it’s the patriarchy..
I ask this question again to you..
But why always me??
I was the only sister to you..
But that doesn’t mean you would do that to me..
You tie me in chains, you hit me with a hand..
I agree with you it’s not you’re fault it was the patriarchy..
I had gulp many times those hit’s on my face..
But today I had courage to ask you this question..
Why always me??
I would not bear this pain again..
I won’t let you hit me again..
I will get up but won’t hit you back..
But will feel sorry for you..
And will walk back to my room..
Because this wasn’t something that was taught to you..
I was the only sister you had..
And ask this question to you..
WHY ALWAYS ME??
It’s OK… If you have been through!!
It’s OK… If you have face too!!
It’s OK… If they say so!!
BUT IS IT OK?? TO FEEL THOUGH!!
It’s ok if you have seen them all…
It’s ok you didn’t had the hand to rely on..
It’s ok if they pushed you far..
BUT IT’S NOT OK.. TO END THEM FAST!!!
It’s not Ok.. To show them back..
It’s not ok.. To blame them for you..
It’s not ok.. To put the weapons down
It’s not ok.. To bear that stereotypes
It’s not ok.. If they have hurt you
It’s not ok.. To let them play mind games on you..
BUT IT’S DEFINITELY GOOD TO WALK BACK AND FIGHT FOR OTHER’S
IT’S DEFINITELY BETTER TO BREAK THE ICE..
IT’S DEFINITELY THE BEST TO MAKE THEM REALISE.. THERE OWN MISTAKES!!!
IT’S DEFINITELY THE MIND BLOWING WHEN THE WORLD WALKS ALONG WITH YOU!!
It will be the first day of college soon..
I’ll be here again writing you..
College will be same…
Even teachers too..
Batch mate would be same..
But friendship will be “New”
Entering into the college gate with smile on our faces..
That was my favorite thing which I’ll never forget with you..
A year has been pass you haven’t change..
The only thingchange is our friendship….
Bonding we had share for years will be kept as memory in that scrap book.. Which I have kept above all.
.Memory last forever not friendship I came to know with time..
I miss you my best friend please be mine..
Again those memories will run down through my veins..
My soul will shiver to hold you’re hand again..
A day with you is an amazing start
We didn’t clicked any moment together because everything was kept in our heart ♥
Am proud of having you as my Bae more then I love you forever
You are the strongest women I have ever seen after my mother
The bond we held for half year Is a new journey of our life
You go on girl I’ll be there for you…
I will never mind to propose you that.. Will you be my future wife 😘😘😘
Love never fades with time I came to know
Bowing down to you would always be a pride to me
How much I luv you that you can see on my eye’s glow
The only thing would change with years will be the age
The only thing would remain constant would be the love..
Some days would be mess, some years would be so..
You go on girl I’ll be there with u..
I won’t be there but my soul will always cherish you..
Everything would come to an end.. Things would disappear, Time will vanish.. But?
YOU GO ON GIRL I’LL BE THERE FOR U!!
The only word that most of the people hate or they have a feeling of “disgusted”
Ya,isn’t it true..
Nobody knows how to justify it!! And still they want to hate it..
The word only mean to give justice to people and to a section of people…
In a crowd of hundred smile
There pains are deep inside their soul
They never let them to be a topic of gossip for others
Inspite they portray themselves self before everyone as suitable role..
They feel everything but are helpless…
They ask for help but they had a feeling of betrayal…
They tried to raise their voice and was sealed up..
And their a feminist rose up in the population
Gathering the courage to fight against the system, to fight for them not against them..
To fight against the patriarchal society not the men..
And here in the battle she fought alone..
And some other day, some other place a new voice tried the same……….